Surely, you can find something to keep you busy worthwhile. I've always had computer as like my all-time hobby, finding something else to do such as gardening doesn't give me that enthusiasm. I understand that, I'm exactly the same.
You expressed yourself very well. Don't feel lonely. This feeling is shared by many people nowadays, and sooner or later it affects everyone. Every great change begins with a sudden and unexpected crisis. Well, you could start by looking for a boyfriend, someone to love; the simplest and most obvious solution.
Caller -"Everytime I start a Pc game on my S24, playing on a external monitor, someone calls or texts me, n it kicks me out of the game." Customer Support - Click (hangs up)
I found it funny cause many many years ago, had a roommate in college that did this same dumbass branding of the school logo, but it didn't look anything like it after it healed. Just looked like a birthmark.