"I check the sent folder of her email account"
Wait so you spied on your mom?I was kind of rooting for you standing by your preferences or whatever that is but woah dude...if what your doing is normal then you shouldn't feel threatened by seeing a psychiatrist to confirm that you're right and...
Final entry for this particular blog
My life is finally fully back on track now, I know for a fact my little "Laz" played a huge part in my healing and I'll always be thankful I met him that cold windy morning.Here he is on the 2nd most of the time he wears little sweaters mom makes for him to...
Afternoon of the 29th day-On the 15th I found a black kitten alot like him and have adopted the little guy.He's a boy and his name is Lazarus.I believe this sweet kitten was sent to me and we all are in love with him.I cried quite abit when I found that kitten. :']
Tonight will be Day 15,finally went back to his resting place for a few minutes the other day and I don't plan on returning there for many years.Buried a toy mouse close to his spot because I wanted to he only ever knocked it off his nightstand once.It's his night stand because he would eat and...
Tonight will be the 11th day since I lost him,been awhile now since I really broke down.Sending a good morning and good night prayer every day helps so much.
It has been 5 days since I lost him, been keeping my routine almost exactly the same except I take better care of myself now and sometimes get out of bed earlier.I think I'll keep using this blog like a diary instead of making new posts at least for now.
Also for everyone who drives please keep an eye out for any animal pet or not because their lives should be important too.I can't imagine putting anyone else though this pain.
Funeral was rough and I know he deserved better, never did make time to give him enough attention because I'm selfish and lazy.I'm changing that from now on.Everything feels so raw and I keep looking out hoping to see he's back and it was all a misunderstanding.There is another cat out there...
Funeral is in 1 hour 50 minutes he was so cuddly and sweet,really need to tell everyone about him.He was a chubby chonk and loved food.He usually sleeps on the living room sofa or on the kitchen table but when the weather grows cold he sleeps in my bed beside me.He's been sleeping with me this...
He was a 4 year old Chantilly-Tiffany cat who we rescued as a kitten and he was my "Little Buddy".His name was actually Salem but I didn't call him that unless he was in trouble.A car had hit him and he was dead when we found him and it was a horrible thing to see.I had for the past few months...