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  • I want to believe (again) that these will be the last Brushes I'll do. I've been struggling trying to make the "perfect" Graphite Pencil digital brush and I'm pretty satisfied with this one.
    From the paper grain texture, the way it should draw when stylus is tilted, down to the varying tones and sizes that you can make by modulating pressure.


    Study of Andy Loomis.​
    JuanMena
    JuanMena
    12 minutes? :unsure:
    I'm rusty as fuck. A full body drawing took me 15 minutes before. 😒
    Every night before falling asleep, I can't help but question what's the point of living when one day it'll be all over for eternity.

    I can't wrap my head around the idea of not existing forever.

    I haven't enjoyed anything for a long time as it seems useless now.
    JuanMena
    JuanMena
    It's not avoiding when I know the outcome.
    Nihilism against Romanticism. Both on extreme opposites.
    AkiraKurusu
    AkiraKurusu
    Honestly, at this point of my life, I'm quite blasé about said life. I've had a (mostly) great time so far, but I've never really had any goals, anything I'm really invested in working towards, and the future just seems too stressful and painful (grandparents and dog dying at some point, then after mourning them, moving out and having to adjust to living by myself -
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    AkiraKurusu
    AkiraKurusu
    to a truly solitary life, considering I don't really have any friends or anything).
    I don't plan on actually ending it or anything, I just don't care about it, and if I have a heart attack or something I've got no regrets, really. I've had a pretty good run.
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