Alot has been going on in my life lately, yeah, alot.
I broke up with my boyfriend after 3 1/2 years, there were many reasons for that, but the main reason being that I simply stopped loving him.
Not from one day to the other, no, over the past 12 months my feelings got less and less, I've tried to make things work out again as I noticed my feelings started to change.
But he was ignorant to it, not willing to change things tho he himself was not pleased with the way things were.
It seems like this end was unavoidable.
Well, we're still friends, after all we have to be considerate of our son.
I will be moving back to Hamburg, as soon as possible, which will probably be the end of March. I will start an apprenticeship as a hairdresser, hopefully in August.
Today I'm gonna go visit my mum together with my son for a week, we have to do alot of stuff, sign me up as a resident of Hamburg again, go to the youth welfare office, job centre... etc blahblah...
I will also see my dearest friends again who I'm missing like crazy.
Well yeah, I'll leave it at that, there's a ton of other things going on in my life right now, but I don't feel like I should be writing about it here.
Anyways, I might be a bit absent from here, like I've already been the past weeks, I'll check my pms tho. I'll be on MSN too.. ;D
Sigh, time to go on, huh..
I broke up with my boyfriend after 3 1/2 years, there were many reasons for that, but the main reason being that I simply stopped loving him.
Not from one day to the other, no, over the past 12 months my feelings got less and less, I've tried to make things work out again as I noticed my feelings started to change.
But he was ignorant to it, not willing to change things tho he himself was not pleased with the way things were.
It seems like this end was unavoidable.
Well, we're still friends, after all we have to be considerate of our son.
I will be moving back to Hamburg, as soon as possible, which will probably be the end of March. I will start an apprenticeship as a hairdresser, hopefully in August.
Today I'm gonna go visit my mum together with my son for a week, we have to do alot of stuff, sign me up as a resident of Hamburg again, go to the youth welfare office, job centre... etc blahblah...
I will also see my dearest friends again who I'm missing like crazy.
Well yeah, I'll leave it at that, there's a ton of other things going on in my life right now, but I don't feel like I should be writing about it here.
Anyways, I might be a bit absent from here, like I've already been the past weeks, I'll check my pms tho. I'll be on MSN too.. ;D
Sigh, time to go on, huh..
