I finally grieved for my grandmother and it felt right.

She died a month ago and back then I didn't cry or have any emotion, however, today I visited a church and hearing a nun's words made me cry as I missed my grandma so much.

The nun at the end told me it wasn't the end, but at the same time it didn't make me feel much better because she passed away on her own and I wasn't by her side.

Life must go on, as they say. We supposedly meet our loved ones after we die.
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Sometimes I wonder if something is wrong with because of how I don't seem to display the same level of emotions that others may have for the same thing. I don't know what to say, but I'm not faking anything. I just thought my attachment to things is just not capable of being as great as other. Is not like I don't cry about stuff like pain, suffering. But I don't know, I wonder if I will cry if my parents died. :ninja:
 
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Sorry about your loss.

I know someone who hate her daddy because her daddy don't show any love and all he does was meaner to her all the time until he died. She didn't cried and show any emotion. She don't care and glad that he was gone. That's not her fault. Even today I asked her if she understood that he wasn't perfect daddy or a good daddy at all and she said she don't feel sorry at all. She said he was cruel. That's how she didn't feel closer to her daddy and had no experience of affectionate and love from him. That's very sad!

Glad that you found what you are looking for and grieved for your grandmother. Everyone are different for different reasons.
 

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