My Apologies

allow me to offer my most humble apologies for last night, especially towards @Chary and @AmandaRose . I've grown rather bitter/salty about the scenes after the way I was treated, so it's been difficult to want to continue to be a part of them. there's almost no help offered on both sites that hurt me so much, aside from the ps3 and some ps2 stuff. as a result, I figured they were getting a lot of their information from people like me. I have to put a stop to that, so that's why I'm quitting after the ps4 scene. I figured if I didn't have a hackable system (sold my v1 switch and am keeping my ps5 update), I couldn't help, because I won't know anything about the systems, and I don't dispense advice on systems I have no experience with. that's the only way that's going to happen. furthermore, I don't ever play any games on systems I exploit, and I think I deserve to play something, anything. I can understand why devs quit, feeling they wasted their time in a scene that just wants to take, then throw you away. I've never pretended to be a dev, but I've devoted dev-level time to these scenes only for the same thing to happen to me. with each new generation, the number of devs/hackers and knowledgeable people dwindles, and with each new generation, the systems get more and more complicated to hack. this isn't the ps3 or wii scenes anymore, so I thought more people would appreciate that some people actually cared when most don't. those are my thoughts.

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No need for apologies my friend you did nothing at all the offended me or that pissed me off. We all have our off days and there is nothing wrong with that. What does help is talking to someone either me or someone else on the temp or a professional. I am always available just send me a pm any time you are down my friend. If you just want to rant then rant away if you want advice I will give it ect and I'm sure Chary would also say the same (Trust me she has been there for me in the past) I have had a few epic rants in the past :rofl2:

Bottom line my friend most of the people on here would hugely miss you if you left the temp but if that is what is best for you then it would be wrong for us to try and stop you going. But if you do go you better pm me an email address or phone number or something so I can know you are OK every now and then.
 
I don't want that to come off as some sort of threat, me leaving, I'm just so tired. the wound some people have inflicted on me has never gone away, so when I start dwelling on the past, I get angrier and angrier. I mean I don't treat people like shit for no reason. they just got mad that I called them out for their own bullshit. the playstation scenes especially are full of efame garbage, and I hate it. I don't like this hiding of information or pretending to be devs or hackers just curb some inflated ego.
 

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