No, really. I think maybe somethings wrong with me. Or maybe something is wrong with 11th graders. Maybe both? Well, I admit that I can be socially awkward. It's not that I don't like talking to people, and it's not that I have a problem starting or continuing a conversation. I just get easily annoyed/pissed off at people, which results in me staying away from them and/or ignoring them.
Well anyway, today we had PE again. I'm still stuck with the same team, and will be for the next 5 weeks.
My "team" is composed of:
-A guy who is ok but has very serious anger issues.
-A guy who is terrible.
-A guy who is borderline bad, has anger issues, and hates me.
-An overall nice guy who is good.
I've been sick all week, and for the past month, I've had this really annoying problem with my ear... which I should really get checked out. But yeah, I admit, I wasn't performing to the best of my ability today, but I sure as hell was trying. I always try my best, no matter what.
So we start the game, and immediately, we start losing. Losing really badly. But here's what ticked me off. Every time one of the other team mates would fuck up, no one said anything. However, when I fucked up, the guy that hates me would literally flip out, walk up to me, tell me I'm terrible and I should just leave the team, and continues to call me names and curse at me while I ignore him/tell him he also sucks (which, ironically enough, he never denies or has a comeback for). As the game progresses, I notice that even when I'm not involved in the play at all, I'm the one getting blamed for the loss. Even when I didn't touch the ball or wasn't even near it, these guys would take their anger out on me. And get this; when I would make a great serve or score a point without their useless help, they would completely ignore it and high-five/congratulate each other as if they had just done all the work.
Thank God the bell rang when it did, because I was dangerously close to doing something. I've never been in a fight, and I'd probably do terribly, but these assholes treat me with such disrespect that I sometimes feel like cracking their skull open. Honestly, I'm not the best player out there, but hell, all of them except one guy are pretty bad.
It just sucks knowing that I'm stuck with this team for 5 more weeks. I know things won't change, and I can't just ditch the class or anything because I'm on the last semester and need to pass it to graduate.
Song of the day,
[yt]NFIZcVwrHt8[/yt]
This song is simply amazing. It's from Tokyo Jihen's album "Sports", which is absolutely wonderful. I listened to it in its entirety today and I love it.
And in unrelated news, I'm on Disc 2 of FFXIII! 16 hours in, it's an amazing game!
Well anyway, today we had PE again. I'm still stuck with the same team, and will be for the next 5 weeks.
My "team" is composed of:
-A guy who is ok but has very serious anger issues.
-A guy who is terrible.
-A guy who is borderline bad, has anger issues, and hates me.
-An overall nice guy who is good.
I've been sick all week, and for the past month, I've had this really annoying problem with my ear... which I should really get checked out. But yeah, I admit, I wasn't performing to the best of my ability today, but I sure as hell was trying. I always try my best, no matter what.
So we start the game, and immediately, we start losing. Losing really badly. But here's what ticked me off. Every time one of the other team mates would fuck up, no one said anything. However, when I fucked up, the guy that hates me would literally flip out, walk up to me, tell me I'm terrible and I should just leave the team, and continues to call me names and curse at me while I ignore him/tell him he also sucks (which, ironically enough, he never denies or has a comeback for). As the game progresses, I notice that even when I'm not involved in the play at all, I'm the one getting blamed for the loss. Even when I didn't touch the ball or wasn't even near it, these guys would take their anger out on me. And get this; when I would make a great serve or score a point without their useless help, they would completely ignore it and high-five/congratulate each other as if they had just done all the work.
Thank God the bell rang when it did, because I was dangerously close to doing something. I've never been in a fight, and I'd probably do terribly, but these assholes treat me with such disrespect that I sometimes feel like cracking their skull open. Honestly, I'm not the best player out there, but hell, all of them except one guy are pretty bad.
It just sucks knowing that I'm stuck with this team for 5 more weeks. I know things won't change, and I can't just ditch the class or anything because I'm on the last semester and need to pass it to graduate.
Song of the day,
[yt]NFIZcVwrHt8[/yt]
This song is simply amazing. It's from Tokyo Jihen's album "Sports", which is absolutely wonderful. I listened to it in its entirety today and I love it.
And in unrelated news, I'm on Disc 2 of FFXIII! 16 hours in, it's an amazing game!
