Woo hit lvl 7 and all that is fine and dandy but that's not why I'm scribbling down my thoughts as they pop up into my head, which is coincidentally how I write every single one of my blogs, it's not a fully thought out beginning and end I just think of half a dozen things midway through and type'em down which is what I'm literally doing right now. so previously in the Flame Saga: Flame made out with his friend and then awkwardly talked it through, but it wasn't even that awkward and we just kinda had a discussion deciding on what to do and what not to do. A nice open adult conversation woo!
So about that steamsale huh friggin blows this year but I still managed to buy some stuff for me and some friends, I bought @breaktemp Enter the Gungeon for example, Have fun buddy!
My Fine line art has definitely stagnated because I just haven't been working on it but my pixelart has been getting a lot better and I've even been making a little money from it due to a contract through a friend in the video game industry, score!
Anyway time for the main point that made me decide to poop out the lame blogs I do.
In recent times my body has gone straight down thee shitter which is honestly quite depressing and I was taking it quite hard for some time but @Issac was always there to hear me bitch about any and all issues I had... not of his own volition I basically forced myself on him haha! ah poor lad had to deal with me for a while 'til I remembered I should prolly cut him some slack but at least we were able to talk about music so that's always my jam. (HAAAA)
Anywhosies, it was only after a little while of doing so that I started realizing. I'm going out again, I may not get up as easy anymore and I honestly need help sometimes just to get out of a chair but I wasn't letting that stop me.
I was just going out with friends.
After this and chatting with some other friends online I realized something again: "Shit, I'm actually happy how did this happen?"
for the first time in months I was actually glad to not have given up just yet and it's a pretty good feeling.
Started doing morning exercises again and looking for a new therapist because my previous one was baaaaaaad (or just not a match for me)
and she just told me crap I already knew "I think you're depressed"
Nahhh it's written on my medical record for shits and giggles
I also don't drink as much anymore! while that's for other reasons than I'd like to openly share here I barely drink at all now and it is nice on my wallet haha
well time to end this bloggo with a new Spotify playlist
For all the rougher hard stuff I listen to it's all right there Featuring
Architects
Funeral For a Friend
Silverstein
Beartooth
See y'all later
So about that steamsale huh friggin blows this year but I still managed to buy some stuff for me and some friends, I bought @breaktemp Enter the Gungeon for example, Have fun buddy!
My Fine line art has definitely stagnated because I just haven't been working on it but my pixelart has been getting a lot better and I've even been making a little money from it due to a contract through a friend in the video game industry, score!
Anyway time for the main point that made me decide to poop out the lame blogs I do.
In recent times my body has gone straight down thee shitter which is honestly quite depressing and I was taking it quite hard for some time but @Issac was always there to hear me bitch about any and all issues I had... not of his own volition I basically forced myself on him haha! ah poor lad had to deal with me for a while 'til I remembered I should prolly cut him some slack but at least we were able to talk about music so that's always my jam. (HAAAA)
Anywhosies, it was only after a little while of doing so that I started realizing. I'm going out again, I may not get up as easy anymore and I honestly need help sometimes just to get out of a chair but I wasn't letting that stop me.
I was just going out with friends.
After this and chatting with some other friends online I realized something again: "Shit, I'm actually happy how did this happen?"
for the first time in months I was actually glad to not have given up just yet and it's a pretty good feeling.
Started doing morning exercises again and looking for a new therapist because my previous one was baaaaaaad (or just not a match for me)
and she just told me crap I already knew "I think you're depressed"
Nahhh it's written on my medical record for shits and giggles
I also don't drink as much anymore! while that's for other reasons than I'd like to openly share here I barely drink at all now and it is nice on my wallet haha
well time to end this bloggo with a new Spotify playlist
For all the rougher hard stuff I listen to it's all right there Featuring
Architects
Funeral For a Friend
Silverstein
Beartooth
See y'all later
