I read today about the tragic accident of those 150 people who most likely lost their lives over at the Alpes of France and it made me realise that work, watching TV, playing games (+ collecting, etc) and being social with your family members is great but... Dying during a trip unexpectedly like the Germanwings flight from Spain (with Spanish and German passengers) has woken me from wanting more of life.
Currently I'm living in UK with my family but back in Portugal I've got my sister with her husband, nephews and niece (she's 1-2 years old and I'm mostly a stranger to her as I'm mostly away). The last time I saw them was in August-Sept 2014 and after it's only been through Skype or digital photos.
I also don't have a girlfriend and to fill this emptiness I've bought games for my enjoyment but it just doesn't do justice. I kinda hate my life as of now.
I wish to one day have a wife and kids but that's almost an impossibility as I just don't visit bars, discos or websites for dating.
Currently I'm living in UK with my family but back in Portugal I've got my sister with her husband, nephews and niece (she's 1-2 years old and I'm mostly a stranger to her as I'm mostly away). The last time I saw them was in August-Sept 2014 and after it's only been through Skype or digital photos.
I also don't have a girlfriend and to fill this emptiness I've bought games for my enjoyment but it just doesn't do justice. I kinda hate my life as of now.
I wish to one day have a wife and kids but that's almost an impossibility as I just don't visit bars, discos or websites for dating.
