I've been a nervous wreck for the past week or so... can't focus on anything, it takes me forever to go to sleep, etc. There's 3 weeks of school left for me and I just want it to be over. This year did go by extremely fast, but the last month or so always seems like the longest! I'm pretty nervous about the SATs... though everyone tells me to calm down and that they're not so difficult, I just have this feeling that I'm gonna do really bad. I've been studying a bit, but not too much. I just can't get myself to sit down for an hour and study... I start losing focus and just reading things without understanding. 
The good news is that my mom was accepted into the nurse school here in California, so I won't have to move in with my sister. However, she still doesn't have a job, so I'm not sure what we're gonna do... We'll probably be moving to a smaller place somewhere in LA, and I would imagine that my step-dad will be helping my mom out financially as well. It's a little unsettling, but it's better than not being able to pay the bills. We've already cut down on so many things, I just can't imagine spending less. Hopefully I can find a job this summer so I can at least pay for my own bills and have a little money on the side for this and that.
The good news is that my mom was accepted into the nurse school here in California, so I won't have to move in with my sister. However, she still doesn't have a job, so I'm not sure what we're gonna do... We'll probably be moving to a smaller place somewhere in LA, and I would imagine that my step-dad will be helping my mom out financially as well. It's a little unsettling, but it's better than not being able to pay the bills. We've already cut down on so many things, I just can't imagine spending less. Hopefully I can find a job this summer so I can at least pay for my own bills and have a little money on the side for this and that.
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