Blog Entry 4
5/01/09
Life so far
I hate miss communication! Its the downfall of everything good and loving in our world. I think this morning was full of miss communication. I spent an hour arguing with someone I care about and now I just don't know anything anymore. I know I tend to get excited about things at times but I am not a adversarial person in the real world. I guess it goes back to what said person said about text sometimes being such an "artificial" form of communication. Then again I guess she doesn't realize how sensitive and literal I can be. Understanding sarcasm has never been my strong suit and I honestly hate it. All I wanted to do today was have a lovely morning conversation but I think our emotions got the best of us. She believes that I'm trying to interrogate her when I ask my normal "hi, how are you?" type of questions but its not that way at all. I just simply want to know if her day is going well. Goodness knows that I wished I had someone doing that to me. Its lovely knowing that someone cares about you enough to think about you in such a way. Why is it that Women don't realize that Men aren't a gender of psychics? We can't peer into your brains and discover what makes you tick. If we ask questions, there's no need to get defensive. Don't get mad at us for asking and then get mad at us for never asking. When that day comes that you're feeling down and you're mad that your male companion (boyfriend, husband, ect) doesnt know why, its not his fault. Especially, if you're so tight with your feelings that he can never get inside to find out. Just remember, maybe we find you interesting enough to want to know more about you.
The only other thing that's biting me is her ability to constantly bring up my problems. Everybody has problems but to act as if you're so together and to always shove my issues in my face, that's very hurtful. I'm tired of being the world's screw up! I struggle hard because I try to be happy and I usually have to do it alone. I don't have the best of family or social networks and most of the people close to me I can barely trust. YES, things happen. YES I have been into some pretty rough situations but for once, I just want to be alright by someone. For once I just want to be good enough for someone and to not walk on eggshells. I would walk through vast deserts if I could find the one who wants me for me. Who understands that I'm in the dumps now but it wont always be this way. Someone who knows that everything I do is with the best intentions and that I only want to make the people I care about happy.
My Wiik Long Modding Project
I received my Wii Monday at 2pm EST from Nintendo's repair location in New York state. To my surprise the system came back to me on menu 3.3. Considering my collection of 50 plus Wii and GameCube backups, I was more than elated. Lame part was I wasn't able to do anything about modding my console until the day after. On Tuesday I broke down and purchased a copy of "The Legend of Zelda: Twilight Princess". I'm glad I was able to get it on the cheap, roughly $28.00. Not bad if you ask me! I did my basic modding later that day, getting everything back to system menu 4.0. Tuesday evening I focused on fixing my DVDx and USB 2.0 issue. I ran into a few snags but I eventually got the two coexisting peacefully. Wednesday was a very "peachy" day. Now mind you I haven't been playing my backups so far. The reason for that would be my goal for Wednesday. I wanted to get my preloader hacks working so CiosCorp wouldn't keep trying to perform disc updates. It took me a while but i realized that i had to reformat my SD card in windows and place my hacks.ini file back onto the card. I stopped working at 9pm to watch ECW and proceeded to place my Save files on my Wii. 35 save files, 35 games to make save files for, then erase and replace with my old ones from my SD card. By the time I was done it was 12:03 am Thursday morning. Speaking of Thursday I spent that time installing .wad files of my WiiWare collection. Talk about a Wii busy Week.
Friday Night SmackDown
I spoiled tonight's episode by watching it early. I live on the U.S. east coast but there are FOX stations in the west coast that show the show at 11am local time. I wont ruin the show and knowing me I might watch it again (at my local time). It was a pretty good episode and had a clean slate feeling. Only one Raw superstar made an appearance tonight and that was M.V.P., obviously there to defend his United States title against Dolph Ziggler. It was actually a good match. Without spoiling results I will give you the match list for the show
Promo 1 (Chris Jericho)
Match 1 Benjamin vs. John Morrison
Promo 2
Rey Mysterio, Kane, Jeff Hardy, and Chris Jericho in a Fatal 4 way elimination match for #1 contender spot against Edge
Promo 3 (Cryme Tyme)
MVP vs. Dolph Ziggler
Promo 4
Edge Vs. CM punk
And The Rest
Well there Isn't much else left to say. I'm still very saddened about this morning. I moved into my new apartment but its more like moved a small amount of stuff into it and still chilling with my aunt for a bit till I can fix my electricity situation. With that said I'm outtie. I'll be back tomorrow with an all new episode of Power Rangers RPM.
Milk & Cookies'
Lightning Kid =
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5/01/09
Life so far
I hate miss communication! Its the downfall of everything good and loving in our world. I think this morning was full of miss communication. I spent an hour arguing with someone I care about and now I just don't know anything anymore. I know I tend to get excited about things at times but I am not a adversarial person in the real world. I guess it goes back to what said person said about text sometimes being such an "artificial" form of communication. Then again I guess she doesn't realize how sensitive and literal I can be. Understanding sarcasm has never been my strong suit and I honestly hate it. All I wanted to do today was have a lovely morning conversation but I think our emotions got the best of us. She believes that I'm trying to interrogate her when I ask my normal "hi, how are you?" type of questions but its not that way at all. I just simply want to know if her day is going well. Goodness knows that I wished I had someone doing that to me. Its lovely knowing that someone cares about you enough to think about you in such a way. Why is it that Women don't realize that Men aren't a gender of psychics? We can't peer into your brains and discover what makes you tick. If we ask questions, there's no need to get defensive. Don't get mad at us for asking and then get mad at us for never asking. When that day comes that you're feeling down and you're mad that your male companion (boyfriend, husband, ect) doesnt know why, its not his fault. Especially, if you're so tight with your feelings that he can never get inside to find out. Just remember, maybe we find you interesting enough to want to know more about you.
The only other thing that's biting me is her ability to constantly bring up my problems. Everybody has problems but to act as if you're so together and to always shove my issues in my face, that's very hurtful. I'm tired of being the world's screw up! I struggle hard because I try to be happy and I usually have to do it alone. I don't have the best of family or social networks and most of the people close to me I can barely trust. YES, things happen. YES I have been into some pretty rough situations but for once, I just want to be alright by someone. For once I just want to be good enough for someone and to not walk on eggshells. I would walk through vast deserts if I could find the one who wants me for me. Who understands that I'm in the dumps now but it wont always be this way. Someone who knows that everything I do is with the best intentions and that I only want to make the people I care about happy.
My Wiik Long Modding Project
I received my Wii Monday at 2pm EST from Nintendo's repair location in New York state. To my surprise the system came back to me on menu 3.3. Considering my collection of 50 plus Wii and GameCube backups, I was more than elated. Lame part was I wasn't able to do anything about modding my console until the day after. On Tuesday I broke down and purchased a copy of "The Legend of Zelda: Twilight Princess". I'm glad I was able to get it on the cheap, roughly $28.00. Not bad if you ask me! I did my basic modding later that day, getting everything back to system menu 4.0. Tuesday evening I focused on fixing my DVDx and USB 2.0 issue. I ran into a few snags but I eventually got the two coexisting peacefully. Wednesday was a very "peachy" day. Now mind you I haven't been playing my backups so far. The reason for that would be my goal for Wednesday. I wanted to get my preloader hacks working so CiosCorp wouldn't keep trying to perform disc updates. It took me a while but i realized that i had to reformat my SD card in windows and place my hacks.ini file back onto the card. I stopped working at 9pm to watch ECW and proceeded to place my Save files on my Wii. 35 save files, 35 games to make save files for, then erase and replace with my old ones from my SD card. By the time I was done it was 12:03 am Thursday morning. Speaking of Thursday I spent that time installing .wad files of my WiiWare collection. Talk about a Wii busy Week.
Friday Night SmackDown
I spoiled tonight's episode by watching it early. I live on the U.S. east coast but there are FOX stations in the west coast that show the show at 11am local time. I wont ruin the show and knowing me I might watch it again (at my local time). It was a pretty good episode and had a clean slate feeling. Only one Raw superstar made an appearance tonight and that was M.V.P., obviously there to defend his United States title against Dolph Ziggler. It was actually a good match. Without spoiling results I will give you the match list for the show
Promo 1 (Chris Jericho)
Match 1 Benjamin vs. John Morrison
Promo 2
Rey Mysterio, Kane, Jeff Hardy, and Chris Jericho in a Fatal 4 way elimination match for #1 contender spot against Edge
Promo 3 (Cryme Tyme)
MVP vs. Dolph Ziggler
Promo 4
Edge Vs. CM punk
And The Rest
Well there Isn't much else left to say. I'm still very saddened about this morning. I moved into my new apartment but its more like moved a small amount of stuff into it and still chilling with my aunt for a bit till I can fix my electricity situation. With that said I'm outtie. I'll be back tomorrow with an all new episode of Power Rangers RPM.
Milk & Cookies'
Lightning Kid =
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