Mindf*cked

Ugh... Sometimes I hate myself.

Well, just so this doesn't go tl;dr, here's the short version...

Out of curiosity, I read this story/book/novel/whatchamacallit called The Girl Next Door. And now I'm quite literally in pieces, mentally speaking. My mind just kind of turned itself off or something. Kind of like shock, I guess.

I mean, throw ghosts, zombies, vampires, werewolves, aliens, the abyss, death, destruction, sickness, blood, gore, psychopaths, sociopaths, megalomaniacs, sadists, masochists, heck, throw just about anything at me in a written form, I'll be fine. Not this. Hell, I read Rage [getting it on] when I was 14, and that is banned and out of print in America after Columbine[paranoia probably, but whatevs, they needed a scapegoat], I think, and I shrugged THAT off. Again, not this.



PS
Yes, I realize I have only myself to blame. Flame me all you want. Damn, the images are in my head now.

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[quote name='Shinigami357' post='3757162' date='Jul 5 2011, 10:06 PM']I'm not sure how much of the story reflects the real thing, but it's distressing enough on its own.[/quote]
The most sickening partof the real-life case, for me, is that the torturers got off so lightly. They served shamefully short prison sentences (some of them; some were acquitted), and went on with their lives.
 
[quote name='Veho' post='3757308' date='Jul 5 2011, 03:22 PM'][quote name='Shinigami357' post='3757162' date='Jul 5 2011, 10:06 PM']I'm not sure how much of the story reflects the real thing, but it's distressing enough on its own.[/quote]
The most sickening partof the real-life case, for me, is that the torturers got off so lightly. They served shamefully short prison sentences (some of them; some were acquitted), and went on with their lives.
[/quote]

I know. I wish they could be judged....judged with punishment 3x as worse as what they do to people. Maybe they'll learn...

Unless they happen to be Masochists.
 
[quote name='wtfisthisgame' post='3759603' date='Jul 6 2011, 03:31 PM']If this mindf*cks you.. I suggest you read this > http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Albert_Fish
The world we live in is a wreck :P[/quote]

Curse the fact I read that article.

My mind, and heart are now in a million tiny fragments. I know there are people out there today who do this to children....I wish they'd all burn in hell...suffering every moment and step of the way down. It still doesn't seem to change the fact that I cannot seem to fully grasp why people would do this to children.
 

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