Pardon me? I was making a joke with the FBI thing and playing along.
Though yea I said if those events are related then he could, in theory, be visited by police if I end up on wanted list again and they make the connection. After all, he did send me letters in the past and I sent stuff to him as well such as calendar and vanilla wafers.
I mean I had my e-mail accounts broken into during time I was on the wanted list at the time I didn't know about it. But its likely that former friend that had crush on me start to work with the police or that it wasn't him at all and the police pretended it to be him, because the photo he sent me turned out to have been altered/possible deep fake. And that guy's father might have instead brought the letter to the police and found out I was on the wanted list. Again, wrong timing and all. But that is not in my head, this is not a joke, those are real events. Just the FBI thing is a running joke here that I played along with. I don't believe for a second that actual FBI would visit Luke ever.
Honestly if anyone's more "screwed" in the head its my partner zeur, who...well its not worth talking about but there was domestic abuse in the past, and more. And right now he is (unfortunately) the only person I can trust because everyone else decried me, from my online friends mostly, well I still have some but they can't help me in practice. But others, despite me having a good track record of being right and truthful, especially when it comes to preservation of gaming content and prototypes...yet somehow those same people think I am paranoid wacko when it comes to anything else. I was initially disbelieved for my gaming theories too but most of them turned out to be spot on and I made large discoveries. The only time I can remember outright being wrong was when there was a fake beta version that used part of my research to compile it. But it was adamantly defended by one of the people who got it (tigerthegreat actually) even though he wasn't vocal about it online and kind of used me as a "flying monkey" instead.
Otherwise still my research was factual and offered valid counter-points of what can/could be. And otherwise I was fully reliable on the information i ever got out of developers. But sometimes there are scammers and hoaxers and sometimes its easy to fall for something especially if someone you happen to trust is on board too.
Look I don't have it easy, part of me was hoping I would move on from my partner into a new one, but my efforts failed and then the wanted list thing happened in the middle...and then other events happened including someone's gruesome death which I witnessed. I am not ill in the head. I need protection and I won't have it with my state because some of those people work for the police and courts.