kill me

lol
I missed your emo posts for a little while
but now I know why I hate them

Either get over yourself or get some help
Whining about supposed depression and suicidal tendencies on a gaming forum isn't going to do much help besides lower your already small amount of self confidence youmay by all the flames coming your way.

[quote name='test84' post='1255262' date='Jul 5 2008, 10:33 PM']why bother going to japan? whats there? nothing. whats in gaming biz?[/quote]

If you've just passed the age where you thought going to Japan would be cool, then your life can only get better.

I'd say go get some help. I don't like reading peoples suicide notes...

[quote name='arctic_flame' post='1255290' date='Jul 5 2008, 10:45 PM'][quote name='test84' post='1255262' date='Jul 5 2008, 10:33 PM']why bother going to japan? whats there? nothing. whats in gaming biz?[/quote]

If you've just passed the age where you thought going to Japan would be cool, then your life can only get better.
[/quote]

It's better than England, that's for goddamn sure.

[quote name='kikuchiyo' post='1256049' date='Jul 6 2008, 03:05 AM'][quote name='arctic_flame' post='1255290' date='Jul 5 2008, 10:45 PM'][quote name='test84' post='1255262' date='Jul 5 2008, 10:33 PM']why bother going to japan? whats there? nothing. whats in gaming biz?[/quote]

If you've just passed the age where you thought going to Japan would be cool, then your life can only get better.
[/quote]

It's better than England, that's for goddamn sure.
[/quote]

wtf?

Man...Xcalibur...you have much to learn about people...they are allowed to be depressed you know. You don't have to like it, you didn't have to read it, and you sure as hell don't have to flame it.
"Get over yourself" thats about the most useless thing you can say...does it make you feel better about yourself somehow? For shame trollface.

As for the real matter of importance here...
Test, it does sound like you are having a pretty tough time. From this blog to the blog about trying to meet girls. It seems you are struggling to reach out to people but feel you are getting nowhere.
I'm sure you are a great person who just needs a chance to prove yourself.

Acouple words of advice. Ignore the naysayers. Weither they try to bring you down about your posts, your homebrew or anything else. You are allowed to feel the way you do and no one has the right to force you to feel any other way.

You need to find a purpose in life, this is pretty clear. Unfortunately life sometimes seems like it is without purpose and things spiral out of control quickly. Try to not get caught up in your sadness. Focus on the things that may make you happy. Hobbies, interests, family? Friends? Sometimes you have to drag yourself out of your own bottomless pit by finding out that it only becomes deeper as you focus on its depth.

Help can be found anywhere. You need a friend to get you started, or a caring member of your family.
But they can't change you for you, thats something you must take on yourself. Just try to seek out help if you feel you do need it. I, am trying to help, though my efforts are remote and may be insignificant. But all you need is a start toward the right direction.

Occupy your mind with different things. Maybe you should try finding others who will help you, or you could try to find people who you can help. Don't let your thoughts interfere with your everyday life. That is the real definition of depression. If you can break the cycle which invades your mind with hopelessness you can grow stronger from your present situation and better learn and manage your life and its shortcomings.

Even when I find myself in despair I sit back and realize what I want is trival and what I truely need has always been available to me. Redefine your happiness by setting more realistic goals for self-improvement. Think of what is important to you, important to life.

Nothing good in this world has risen without a root of suffering. No thought, no invention, no existance is without a root of pain. The world contains wonderful things because pain exists. Use it to your advantage to change the world yourself.

[quote name='test84' post='1255262' date='Jul 5 2008, 05:33 PM']wish there was a way to simply, die.

i cant.

don't want anything, hate it all, ALL, everything rots more and more everyday, there is nothing good awaiting at rest of my life, everything turns more difficult everyday, every day more pressure, more stress, more shit, more decay, rot, i hate it and myself.

fcuj, everyday turns worse than day before, I lose more of myself everyday, every thing that seems to be good at one day, reveals its shit the next days and makes you pay it off all the hope u had for it.

all hope is broken, all of it. don't want those hopes anymore, whats in it? why bother going to japan? whats there? nothing. whats in gaming biz? nothing. there is nothing in nothing. nothing in anything. nothing in everything. wish I was a child once again. can't even debate or argue with people, I rather give everything they want and let them fuck me up and not to talk about it, just shut up. hate myself, there are thousounds of people who develop homebrews for DS and other systems, not to mention those geniuses who hack those devices and make them run their code and here I am who has to put 10 hours to add some stupid little features and post them constantly in every minor version to his stupid topic to what? as Jymz said I'm "sucker for that quick reward, boy". what, you think they gonna worship you for this? HAHA.

wish there could be someway to die without my intereference since I dont have balls for doing it myself and end this. if hitler could succeed there would be no weaklings like me who acts like leeches to community, nothing more.

fuck.
hate.

everyone hates me, everyone.[/quote]

CHEER UP!

lol @ metalocolypse

also lol @ suicide note. Okay, if you really wanna die. get yourself a knife, right in the heart. Dammit, I hate reading peoples suicide notes, if you really dont wnna live, then BYE. FOREVER.

Hey man, you seem like a nice person from what I've seen over in forums.......PBC wrote you a really nice post, that's exactly what I would told you..

It really looks like you're lacking of friends and interests in life....
I would write some more, but it would turn out as repeating what PBC already wrote..

Cheers man, life is more than depression, find yourself something, and enjoy it!! Noone is born perfect!

Wait, You made some homebrew? Post it, I want to play.

LOL at telling a forum community you want to die. Wouldn't be surprised if I came ere in a few days to hear you committed suicide, to be honest.

[quote name='PBC' post='1256085' date='Jul 6 2008, 09:47 AM']Man...Xcalibur...you have much to learn about people...they are allowed to be depressed you know. You don't have to like it, you didn't have to read it, and you sure as hell don't have to flame it.
"Get over yourself" thats about the most useless thing you can say...does it make you feel better about yourself somehow? For shame trollface.

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I would be more supportive if the guy hadn't been doing this for a while now. seriously, he's done this so many times its old now.If he was really suicidal, he'd either have gotten help by now or killed himself. This is just a pathetic cry for attention.

And I really dislike the thought of suicide. I think its pathetic the way all these emo's and spoilt kids think about it like its something easy. There are people who live much more difficult lives than this guy ever could yet he wants to kill himself because (the only way I can read it) he's bored.
Suicide should never be an option except for extreme circumstances.

So yes, I do think he should get over himself.

You are a very lonely man I guess. There is a world out there man, get out there and find friend, girlfriends and such. My mother always told me that any person would go insane given a certainly amount of time alone. Maybe you need to find your true love, because love is one thing that makes this life damn well worth living.

Everyone hates you? Come on. Be realistic. I find you to be an interesting guy. I'm sure a lot of ppl here do too. Believe me, everyday is pretty much shit for me too. Seriously. Get a hold of yourself, because you aren't the only one that has to deal with the crap life throws at us everyday.

And even if you DO turn to suicide as a solution, you will amount to what you've been thinking you are: nothing. Live another day for the people who enjoy you (even if it's only for the people on this forum), if not for yourself.

What you are whining about anyway? At least this guy had something to complain about.. Oh yeah, and if you read on to the second page, you can see how shitty my life is too >=(


What are you finding that is depressing?

[quote name='NeSchn' post='1256379' date='Jul 6 2008, 03:43 PM']Wait, You made some homebrew? Post it, I want to play.[/quote]
Yeah me too.I don't care if it sucks.I still want to play it.

I beat alot of things that(in my opinion suck)like the earthbound series.

Also cheer up....not everyone hates you.
Why I LOOOVE You.

Don't tell anyone.....

Post this note in /b/ on 4chan, you're likely to get some crazy replies.

you'll see everything from encouragement, people calling you a troll, pics or gtfo, and a lot of shit most people couldn't imagine.

[quote name='NightKry' post='1256405' date='Jul 6 2008, 10:08 AM']And even if you DO turn to suicide as a solution, you will amount to what you've been thinking you are: nothing. Live another day for the people who enjoy you (even if it's only for the people on this forum), if not for yourself.[/quote]

I always did it to not let the people who hate me get even a little bit of what they want

Mosts perged

[quote name='Sephiroth' post='1256438' date='Jul 6 2008, 10:29 AM']Post this note in /b/ on 4chan, you're likely to get some crazy replies.

you'll see everything from encouragement, people calling you a troll, pics or gtfo, and a lot of shit most people couldn't imagine.[/quote]

No you won't.
You'll see reposts of what people told OTHERS who said the same thing.

[quote name='Sephiroth' post='1256438' date='Jul 6 2008, 10:29 AM']Post this note in /b/ on 4chan, you're likely to get some crazy replies.

you'll see everything from encouragement, people calling you a troll, pics or gtfo, and a lot of shit most people couldn't imagine.[/quote]
You're not exactly making this any better than /b/.

Listen dude, when shit happens, toughen up and challenge your self to be the best you can be. You will always find people who will need you and appreciate you. However, you HAVE to get out there and find them. Loneliness can kill.


Allahu Akbar!

Okay, who posted it on /b/? >.>

[quote name='Westside' post='1256449' date='Jul 6 2008, 04:34 PM'][quote name='Sephiroth' post='1256438' date='Jul 6 2008, 10:29 AM']Post this note in /b/ on 4chan, you're likely to get some crazy replies.

you'll see everything from encouragement, people calling you a troll, pics or gtfo, and a lot of shit most people couldn't imagine.[/quote]
You're not exactly making this any better than /b/.

Listen dude, when shit happens, toughen up and challenge your self to be the best you can be. You will always find people who will need you and appreciate you. However, you HAVE to get out there and find them. Loneliness can kill.


Allahu Akbar!
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EDIT: Oh poo, its gone now. GUess that was to be expected of /b/

I posted it on /b/ and there actually was a constructive post with a good link in there
http://www.metanoia.org/suicide/

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